Look at This!

I loathe writing but this was about me so I had to do it. First thing is that I think I have my first period because when I went to the toilet at school the discharge was orange and when I went home it was brown. This was the third day and it still goes around; to be fair and not dark I was worried that it was an infection but it had red specks and it does not hurt at all. That isn't an infection. No reason this hits me because I found a post on Pinterest and one of the comments was ranting about having periods for the first time and she thought it was poo stains, but thankfully some older girl said that it is acutally old blood because it sheds old cells off. That was a sign that I will stop growing (hopefully NOT!) and I am really maturing. But I am not ready for Lifesaving classes on thursdays. NOT YET!

Secondly I drew this at Wagamama in Gatwick airport because me, my Mom and my brother went back from renewing a passport. The staff at Wagamama was kinda dull, but they were doing their job anyways. The chefs look experienced and the restaurant smelt good.

More Brawl Stars Art with a Side of Freaks

Didn't post here much, but will try to continue during the second half of Easter break... Here's some assortments of stupid drawings made for an amazing crowd of artists.

The 8-bit speeding her car belonged to @KhamthongOhm. Sorry if I spelt that in the wrong order. Nevermind. And some of nightmarish security solo guy with an indefinite name. Most of these are Larry and Lawrie; actually, it is more of Lawrie. Here is the Lawrie blinkie for my website. Blinkies are small 150x20 graphics that usually similar to userboxes in those TF2 wikis and so forth.

I so so love it. And heres a final one for the day. I found a TF2 Freaks Wiki a long time ago and when a princess died. And i wonder, "What if there is a Brawl Stars Freak?", Heck yes, I made Godmother sugarplum fairy Croquette (a play on Colette's name) Would make a model and an animation with her inside and other characters, and it will be named:

christmas_night_at_the_park_with_the_starrfreaks_and_lawrie_finally_gives_me_tetrahydrocannabinoids.iloveyou.lawrie.fairy

2-Week Easter Break is here!

About a while ago I posted a very late Valentines picture of Lawrie because I forgot about Valentines and I had no one. I guess I had to wait until future comes. Yesterday was non-uniform day, and its that time of the year that girls wore spandex leggings that show their butt and a short fluffy hoodie or coat. Boys are hooked to every single Adidas product and to me they have no sense of fashion. But Faith and Rosheen was my favorites since they wore those Y2K nice clothes. Faith's looks like a thrift store shopkeeper at those Thai marketplaces.

I have been obsessed with Lawrie lately just because he is the embodiment of angst. I heard alot of Silent Hill OST's ad they are MUCH MORE NICER than modern indie game music. 90s games had to be one of the most creative, creativ-er than most of the games it shook one part of game history. I'm Skipping to the Lawrie picture, This was amde in March and I forgot that Valentines was last month. Ashamed of it but NOT! :).

The Winter 9904 map is delayed because I had to focus more on this blog and my website, which will be the main host for my content; Blogger is the second one, usually for posting things much more faster. Soon I had to send more pen-pal mail to Ron. Gotta type that out. Nikki out!

Note here! This post was marked as ripped because this was intended to be posted like this first on Pillowfort but I only posted it as art, now I had to post it here as a diary entry.

School Things and I Got Moved to Set 3 for Science

School wasn't bad. I got a geography test, then its the set changes for science. The geography test was about those frontal rainfall diagrams and a study of hurricane Sandy, and in science I was expecting a stay in the original set but my scores are B+ and the reason I moved down is because performance issues. The new set was daunting, but the kids there are interesting. Lola , Poppy and the other kids got moved too. There was thing when during the middle of science the girl in front of me whipped her phone up and started playing an app store version of puzzleTetris but its more of a jigsaw and continued to play it until my teacher spotted her phone. But still don't get it why he didn't give a warning to her. He just taught Specialized Cells and made us draw 4 cells: sperm cell, egg cell, cilliated epithelial cell, and root hair cell. Then it was nearly end of class, and he played a game of guess the element. First to guess gets to sit ni the front with bags ready to leave the class. I tried to but too scared. Anyways, here is a picture of what the situation was like. Didn't draw about Liam talking back to Mr. Taylor.

The List of a Boyloser (What I've Heard From) (LOCKED FROM REBLOGGING)

Comment here: Although every single posts that describes a problematic person starts with a warning not to witch hunt, this one passed and he is now taking a break. So witchunt or not, you better be careful (that means you can do it but only one to minimize the pain)

This was going to be my first time telling the story of a huge weirdo I encountered through a character post. To make it brief, his name will be referred to as H. I met him through Twitter, one of the most crowded wild west platforms on the internet ever. I thought his character was funny, so I took a picture of Stellated Octangular shape of Leshawna from Total Drama; he freaked out, so I tried to joke him around by drawing him as animals and anime schoolgirl. He liked it, and thats how I met a new friends and a monster.

Soon after, I asked him if I could add him on Discord. He said yes, and thats where I learned that he is 14, I was only 13. But for a while he started making sexual remarks for no reason, and then I was introduced to his friends group, then server. His friends are actually innocent, The person with the name "Nostalgia", and Bladrian, the same age as mine, and also Thai. There are other friends in there, but rather not refer to them. Every single time H joins a voice channel in the friends server, after everybody left, (thank god I was mute) he changed the channel message to rather not say here but it is close to rough something. I disconnected and Discord is lagging, so when I came back I told him that I wasn't in the channel and the rest was history. I suddenly got applied to him as "e-kitten" just because I was interested in him. Things quickly went down, and the turning point was him posting the voice channel with the name censored up here on Twitter. I was furious, I left the friends server, the chat group, but not H's private message. Days later, he asked why I left the server, and I said "You thought it was okay to post the voice channel screenshot" and left him.

To conclude it, after weeks, he found a new girlfriend, and my hypothesis is that girl wasn't aware of his actions. But he made around 10 tweets apologizing everyone whom he followed. He sexualised a 20 year old woman (for your information, her username was Lucinda). Look, a 14 year-old boy making remarks to a 20 year-old sounds extremely cringe. His friends started making comments about "Logging off" and teling him to delete himself off Twitter. I mean, it is sad for a minor experiencing this type of hate, but it cannot be done, because of their actions. I wished I just see the server scream about the turning point. Still wondering about his whereabouts and his girlfriend and friends. My guess was Bladrian and others are still following H, but doesn't talk to him much now.

This was my first time experiencing this sort of situation. I could't choose a title, so all I could do was call him a boyloser from Indonesia. His hypersexuality wasn't his excuse either. I also hope that he does not stalk my home page and blog, because I am sick and tired of the Boyloser.

I have to note it here again: This post is the verification of that this is going to be the last interaction of him. From now on, in the future, if I have to refer to him again, I will mention him as Boyloser or H. Things are fine by now as I left him. So I got happier after acknowledging that he is quitting for his actions. I met new friends, school got more fun, and I love it when me and fmy friends left the school late because everybody cleared out so fast.

Are We Watching the Internet Die? (An Article by Ed Zitron)

Are We Watching The Internet Die?

Read here--->

I found this article posted by a user who liked my introduction post. Although I am no professional at stocks and financial topics, it was one of the articles that explained that AI is slowly failing itself. The paragraph first off summarises why Reddit does not make money wisely and then switches to AI degeneracy, hence why Ed said that AI is turning into moderators for security and it failed to do so. The article is a bit hard to understand but after you try to skim-read it my guess it that you will suddenly get a glimpse of the collapsing AI internet era. But who knows? AI might be good or bad, future will decide it.

UTAU Larry and Lawrie Designs (I Had to Admit This is Terrifying)

I recently imagined if Larry and Lawrie had their existing UTAU. I spent an hour completing this image down below.

Nisemono Douga Skyscraper cover by ksm is a huge inspiration for these two designs. Every single UTAU ties to their own style, like those clowns at the circus UTAUfied would have crazy accessories. For them, however, I slapped the basic ones on. Including those half one-side pants. Both had those marks beside their left leg. The marks are inspired by Brawlers World's Junko final design.